The Vagrant Diva

Just got back from my grand 3-day vacation at Danica's province.
Back to reality,
back to work.
And I got so bored but I'm working.

Just receive an email from our supervisor where 3 of our teamates were reported by the IT Department to HR.

I surfed and answered a survey that Ces posted.
I meeshoo too my garutz!

Here's mine...

1. Mabilis ba uminit ulo mo?
+ no (so nega!)
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2. Huling tao na nakausap mo ng seryoso?
+ my brother, jedong
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3. Last beach na npuntahan mo?

• * Sandoval Beach resort, Maya, Daan-Bantayan

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4. Pag korni joke ng teacher nyo, natatawa ka ba?
+ no. karylle smile lang
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5. May food ba na magpapasaya sayo ngayon?
+ chorizo bilbao
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6. Pano ka umarte pag anjan crush mo?
+ parang ice cream nabilad sa araw
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7. Pag may naiyak sa harap mo, ano ginagawa mo?
+ natutulala lang (what pala nangyari sa 'yo, gurl?)
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8. Anong inaasar sayo ng mga kaibigan mo ngaun?
+ why were you topash sa bantayan, gurl?
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9. Pano ka maLasing?
+ gotch!
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10. Pag may nag-I LOVE YOU sayo, prepared ka na ba?
+ depende kung sino ang nag-I LOVE YOU
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11. May alam ka bang sad song? Ano?
+ Broken Vow???
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12. Kapag bored ka sa bahay niyo, anong ginagawa mo??
+ gotch!
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13 . Kailan ka mas masaya: noon o ngayon?
+ noon at ngayon
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14. Last song na narinig mo?
+ Closer ni Ne Yo
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15. Halata ba pag galit ka?
+ very
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16. Sino ang taong nagpapa-ngiti sayo lagi?
+ Tita Uge
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17. Malihim ka ba o open ka sa feelings mo?
+ very open
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18. Isang bagay na hindi mo katatamarang gawin?
+ gotch!
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19. Huling bagay na inireklamo sau ng friend mo?
+ why you always gotch, gurl?
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20. Last movie na napanuod mo?
+ The Kingdom
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21. Pag pinapagalitan ka ng parent/s mo,ano ginagawa mo?
+ amards
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22. Madalas ka bang mabasa ng ulan?
+ madalas akong basa kahit walang ulan
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23. Bagay na interesado ka na laging pag-usapan?
+ LOVE?
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24. Takot ka ba sa ipis?
+ no
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25. Sinong huli mong naka-away?
+ customer ko
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26 . Anong mas enjoy: foodtrip o soundtrip?
+ both
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27. Ano wallpaper ng pc mo?
+ picture ni Atom Araullo
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28. Outgoing ka ba o home buddy?
+ outgoing
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30. Anong klaseng barkada meron ka?
+ extraordinaires
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31. Ano talagang nararamdaman mo ngayon?
+ onaka ga itai...
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32. Latest person in your inbox?
+ si Baktinellah
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33. sinong iniisip mo ngaun?
+ bebeh ko... (chareez!)
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34. Mabilis ka bang magsawa?
+ super
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35. Sino kasama mo ngayon?
+ mga zombieratas
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36. Mahilig ka ba sa gift?
+ sobra
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37. Anong iniisip mo ngayn?
+ longsilog
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38. May bestfriend ka ba sa opposite sex?
+ kumpleto
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39. Kung may pagkakataon mkpagbalikan ex mo sau na sobrang minahal mo, posible bang maging kayo?
+ mga 93%
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40. Sino huli mong nakatext
+ si Baktinellah

"Do you like P or E?"

I don't like anybody!

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Yesterday was Team Howgaywan's victory party in Blue Reef. All I can say is the entire Blue Reef experience was totally humbling. As A agrees. We decided to leave earlier as planned and went to April's place, where the Opon Fiesta's going on.

We took a cab from Mactan and the long journey of Pacman vs Hatton and the Adam and Eve Public Paradise Library has been the most nonsense issue was discussed by the most annoying Super Radyo announcer tortured our way back to the city.

Next game to watch: Manny Pacman versus Charice Pempengco.

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Hmmm...

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On the lighter side:

It's a relief when you're passing a good vibes even if it means you've been just sucked out, or vacuumed.

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"So, what do you thank me for?"

I am now literally sick after months of abusive pal-ship.
So tired of washing other people's laundry and doing the course of martyrdom.
Got totally exhausted trying to upstage all the patron of friendships where even the man's bestfriend bits the hand of his master.
Used and abused.
And worst,
even offered myself to sustain the existence of these parasites.
Now, what else do you want from me?

T's just an entry to my current favorite song.
Hope you'll like it,
it's YOU in it.

I dont want to be the filler if the void is solely yours
I dont want to be your glass of single malt whiskey
Hidden in the bottom drawer
I dont want to be the bandage if the wound is not mine
Lend me some fresh air
I dont want to be adored for what I merely represent to you
I dont want to be to be your babysitter
Youre a very big boy now
I dont want to be your mother
I didnt carry you in my womb for nine months
Show me the back door

(chorus)
Visiting hours are 9 to 5 and if I show up at half past six
Well I already know that youd find some way to sneak me in and oh
Mind the empty bottle with the holes along the bottom
You see its too much to ask for and Im not the doctor

I dont want to be the sweeper of the eggshells that you walk upon
I dont want to be your other half I believe that 1 and 1 make 2
I dont want to be your food or the light from the fridge
On your face at midnight
Hey what are you hungry for
I dont want to be the glue that holds your pieces together
I dont want to be your idol
See this pedestal is high and Im afraid of heights
I dont want to be lived through
A vicarious occasion
Please open the window

(repeat chorus)

I dont want to live on someday when my motto is last week
I dont want to be responsible for your fractured heart
And its wounded beat
I dont want to be a substitute for the smoke youve been inhaling
What do you thank me
What do you thank me for

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Oh yeah, Bantayan Island almost transformed into a gay mecca during the 2009 Holy Week. What else do you expect?

Good thing I was able to nabbed some straight eyecandy who looks like Ryan Agoncillo and groove-bumped into a hard-rod-sticking-inside-his-boxer dude. There were also some beautiful trans who never fails to entertain us leaving those overrated straight-acting but still obvious fags I don't know what has really gotten into them. Gaaaaahhn!!!

So?
Wanna be the next King of Kinamayahaaaaaaaan Festival?

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"Thirty. Flirty. And thriving."

Should've been my current shout out. It should be. It's my current life.

I just had lunch with one of my bestfriends from PETEBulls, Anne. We talked about our careers -well, the work in here can still be considered as a career. We're both on the brink of quitting this so-called careers. But I think it's not really a very good idea. I just can imagine my Mom's face and can hear her litanies. Let's skip this paragraph.

I am not really good in planning my life. I mean, life-long plans -I don't have. Any. But I'd sometimes make plans for the next 1-2 months of my life based on my current emotional status and my latest bank statement. But I'm getting older. I should have at least one good life plan. Well, thinking, it all boils down to money.

My 6 months contract with the network will expire on June. It's going to be my third year in the company and I'll be eligible to apply for the SSS loan (hmmm... I think I still owe 10,000 bucks from my previous application). If things will look good before the end of June, and if I'll consider the 13th month pay, then I'll sign for another 6 months. And hopefully by that time I'll be completely out of debts (my Globe, my Globewest, my ChinaTrust). Aaaaarrrggghhh! I need some sleep.

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The sun.
The tan.
The rhum.
Equals FUN.

Hmmm...
but something really bad had happened,
and I'm trying to bury it on the sand in Bantayan.

On a depressed mode for the past 8 days.

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Vicky, Cristina, Baktinellah!

After our wonderful trip to Siargao, A and I decided to spend her post-birhtday celebration and experience holy week in Bantayan (we've been dying to experience the HW in bantayan for 2 years).
Info relayed to VV&Co.'s Queenbee and The Brat and to my (Kanojo Bestfriend) KBF Ces. The five of us confirmed right away (after some hot and cold strains with The Brat) and the Queenbee decided to bring her bro, Francis.

The Bantayan HW experience was a total blast, not to mention my scorching-heat mood. Hehe!

Photo by: Marienette
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Summertime blows me away

And summertime I can't stay

It's not sensible, but I'm desperate

I'm a part of it

What I find takes me away

And what I find I can't stay

It's inevitable though' I can't let go

I will never know

Oh baby, "why does August get the best of me?"

September comes and I am hot to see

My heart will keep burning for you

Summertime blows me away

And summertime leads me astray

With these hopeless dreams of these endless things

I may not achieve

What I see I don't know

But it's killing me

I can't see why everything crumbles

And I can't let it be

Oh baby, "why does August get the best of me?"

September comes and I am hot to see

My heart will keep burning for you

Cus what I got they say will last for several days

Weather man says, "ain't nothings going to change"

My heart will keep burning for you

The island(s).
The beaches.
The surfers.
The people.
The resort.
The food.
The experience.

It keeps on coming back.
Everyday.

I'm going back to Siargao.
ASAP!

Just got back from Siargao and the experience was very great!
Can't wait to go back.
Pictures and stories soon.

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I have to love my job even at times like these where I'd literally feel sick and tired of everything.
I have to think of my bills to endure the stress.
I have to think of my life for the next 3-6 months just to get some motivation.

I love my job.
Even if it's already boring.

I love my job.
Even if it's already sucking all my brains out.

I love my job.
Even if there are no more straight good-looking men available in the office.

I love my job.
Even if I don't want to go to work anymore.

I love my job!

Say it 1 melyon times!

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This. I really want to quit.

"Red, gold and green -Karma Chameleon?"

You're all set for work. Hair shampooed. Conditioned. Blow-dried. Fixed. Put on the best perfume. Dressed freshly pressed. And you'll pass through thousand candidates of lung cancer victims at the main entrance of the office. Blowned by their smoke. In red. Gold. Green. And sometimes with indonesian tobacco. Choco flabvored bat cigars. You want to beat all of them, but you end up joining them. And you enter the office with a smell like you've been cooking in your grandmother's dirty kitchen.

You're cutting your life short in every 15-30 minute breaks of your daily office life with every cigarette butts you ticked on the cigarette bin. And there's fire. You wanna spit fire instead of the exhaling the smoke up in the air. As soon as the smoke fades, you see you're dead and you can't even solicite a coffin from the Philip Morris Company.

My mentor told me that to quit smoking is to stop right away.

This is my resolution. Not this year. Not on my birthday. Maybe until I'll meet someone who can convince me to stop.

What am I talking?

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